To My Dearest Sweetheart Huiting,

Thanks For Being There For Me. Although You Are Not By My Side Now But The Moment I Look At The Photos And Think Of You It Warms My Heart Totally. Quarrelings Are Not A Excuse For Us To Leave Each Other. We Can Try To Take Other Alt To Solve Those Problems. If By Letting Harsh Decision To Let Us Put Down Our 31 Months Of Relationship Is Just Simply A Waste. For The Past Few Days I Kept Asking Myself, Why You Bear To Leave Me. Then There Were No Answer. Cause In The First Place We Are Not Really And Totally Not Loving Each Other Anymore. For Me I Can Say Is My Passion And Love Towards You Has Not Ended. If You Want Me To Do It.. Sorry Not Until You Get Engage/ Married. For You From What I Feel Is, You Are One Person Now Whom Wants To Think Of Nothing And Lead Your Current Life To What It Is Now.. Who You In Contact With Or Go Out With I No Longer Know. Why? Cause You Are Avoiding Me So That You Can Totally Put Down The Relationship We Used To Have. I Not Sure Why But This Is What I Feel. If By Doing So You Are Happy Then I've Got Nothing To Say. You Know How Hard For Me To Woo You From The 1st Day? Baby. How Hard It Is Not An Issue To Me. The Issue To Me Is I LOVE YOU Sincerely. From All The Past Mistakes Till To Date You Compare Yourself. Did I Do A Lot Of Self Reflection Already? If You Not Contended I Can Still Change. Change Until You Are Happy. I Don't Mind How Tough And How Suffering When In The Process. Cause I Only Have 1 Thinking. For You I Will Do Just Anything. Even If To Have To Die For Your Sake I'm Willing. All I'm Asking Is For A Chance Not To Change But To Create A Love Story Which We Have Not Started. As Time Goes By And We Been Together For So Long, I've Made Arrangement And Plans For Our Future. I Wanted To Gave You A Surprise But I No Longer Have That Chance. Maybe To You I Am A Person You Think I Bullshitting Or Just Saying Nice Words Just To Win You Back. ITS NOT Ok.. I Wont Say If I Do Not Have That In My Heart. If That's The Case I Will Be Saying To Every Girl Whom I Feel I Like/ Love Le. You Say You Sick Of Quarrelings So Am I. If You Gonna Believe Me I Can Assure You I Will Let You Have No Regrets. I Will Leave This Decision All Up To You. In The Meantime I Will Continue Planning For This Relationship. Hope You Can Consider This Very Very Very Seriously.

Yours Sincerely,
Dickson