Hi Ppl.. Jux To Share Some News And Plan With U Ppl.. Mmm.. How To Start Nerhx.. Nvm I Shall Keep It Short Instead. Woke Up Earlier Then Normal Today To Settle My Deferrment For NS To Pursue My Repeat Modules. And I Got Granted. But Well I Don't Find It Happy At All As I Have Not Been Happy For The Pass Few Months. For My Relationship Stuff And All I Do Not Want To Go And Think About It Le.. I Want To Settle Down And Arrange My Life Properly. Even One Day She Were To Be Back At Least I Must Show It To Her I've Achieve And Keep Up To The Promise And Prove To Her That I'm Worthy For Her. Most Girls Look For A Mature Guy In The Sense Of Responsible, Hard Working, Can Be Trusted On And Depend On. This Are A Few Example Which Most Girls Tend To Look For In Their Relationship. Even If I Were To Keep Myself And Wait, It Turns Out Nothing And Be Even Worst. I Won't Be So Foolish To Let All This Happen. I Will Wait Patiently Till The Day You Will Start Contacting Me. Maybe U Will Maybe You Won't. For That I Cant Say Much But You Have The Final Call. Somehow Things Turns Out Not To Our Expectation But Our Fear. In Life There Are Many Walks Of Life And There Is Just Too Many To Be Decided And Forseen. All I Want Do Is Get Myself To Step Ahead And Carry On Moving Without Her. But Along The Journey That I'm Going To Walk, You Are In A Special Place In My Heart. Even If I Were To Lie On The Coffin Now, I Will Leave Happily As Having You In My Life Once And Kept In My Heart Is The Most Contented Things That I Ever Dream Of. Not To Worry This Is Not A Treaten To You But Just A Heart Felt Words Just Solely From The Deepest Of My Heart. Its My Pleasure To Do Just Anything For You Without A Word Called Regret. As So Long You Are Happy I Most Willing To Do Anything Just For The Special Girl Which Is You. Its Been Days Since We Our Last Message And I Know You Are Packed With Your Personnal Stuff. I Won't Disturb You Unless Something Urgent. =) Lastly. I Will Changed For The Better And Do Something For Myself. All The Best In Myself!!